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A beautiful dream

7- Sep-2010

 Dear Ira,

Yesterday your daddy was telling he wants his life to be , what he wishes and I could see you and Rudra as grown up adults . You are a free bird , and artist perhaps. 

I can also see you as a child , perhaps 3 or 4 years old , smiling and a little naughty. You have a beautiful smile and you always make me smile.

Today during my yoga relaxation I saw you again and I smiled all through my session . During my sleep , I felt you are sleeping between me and your dad and as if I can touch your cheeks.

I saw your paintings , some beautiful flowers. I wish I could paint like that , but i am too bad with the brush strokes. " Auspicious Creatures" , I heard this name , perhaps as your theme of paintings.


I don't know where you are but I can feel you right beside me . I can feel your touch, I see your smile and I smile back.

For days I was not sure if its going to be you or Rudra first , but now I see you coming in my arms soon.

Rudra will follow you very soon. I know I saw Rudra also, a well dressed smart boy, more mature for his age, following his father.

You both are strikingly different personalities. We love you both.

Love you,

Mommy. 


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